Mom , 

Last night I had the most amazing dream. I was sitting in  a classroom in a  circle.

All of a sudden, you entered the room. You were wearing your brown dress and your hair was in a bun.

I said. “ Mom , mom what are you doing here. I thought you were gone?”

You said that you were not gone. 

I told dafna

“Dafna, mom is here.”

Dafna said ,  “  Mom is here.”

Mom, I just want to tell you how much I love you.

Everytime I pass your old condo I miss you so much.

I am having  a great time doing music. I may be able to start doing music for a Disney film.

I have been learning how to use LOGIC, an apple program. 

God do I miss you. I remember that you told me that I only have one mom. You told me that you miss your mom everyday. 

God do I miss you.

            I am going to email you the songs on the album. Some are about you.

Remember that I wrote the words to song of hope for you?

And Mourning Wings?Here are the songs they are for you.

Love forever.Please visit me more.

Love Danny

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mpu2BxawCG4&list=PLtuZWgOSZobeAWtMROtNGMkjPZ6OoIOU4

last night i had a happy dream about mom. mom, dafna (older sister) and I were walking together on this mountain trail. 

it was mom's b day. i had a card that i was going to give  to  mom.

mom had gone with dafna into this building which was used by the electric company.

we got to this place where the cliff got dangerous.

i said to mom

"we can't go any further!"

mom said it was ok.

dream 2

i was with jason at a mc donalds. some people were bullying jason. jason was not scared.

I love you mom.
I hope my cat and dog make you  feel better in heaven / We miss you.
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Mom,

God do I miss u so much. Everynight I am so sad. I have a great girlfriend and I am doing my music.

I visited the OCD Clinic at UCLA. I feel like my OCD is back. Mom , please don’t worry about me. I am doing ok. Love danny

I made these videos of my cat Max and dog Dekka.

Love forever and ever

Danny

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W08Gkp07zHw&list=PLtuZWgOSZobfQp_tyTenau-0FreDLcT-c

hi mom,

god do i miss you everyday.

i went to west LA college to sign up for music classes

it was the first time i went back to WEST LA without you.

god do i miss u.

my music is going much better.

i just recorded 3 songs with lauren.me and angi are working with my new mac.

god do i love u.

this world feels so empty.

i spoke with reverand margaret

we are working on songs for u.

i had a dream. i was failing nursing school. you told me that one of my chinese friends from pharmacy school wanted to help.it was too late, i was already failing.

love u so much danny

hi mom,


god do i miss you everyday.
i went to west LA college to sign up for music classes
it was the first time i went back to WEST LA without you.
god do i miss u.
my music is going much better.
i just recorded 3 songs with lauren.me and angi are working with my new mac.
god do i love u.
this world feels so empty.
i spoke with reverand margaret
we are working on songs for u.

i had a dream. i was failing nursing school. you told me that one of my chinese friends from pharmacy school wanted to help.it was too late, i was already failing.
love u so much danny

July 22,2016

Dear Jason,

How are you? How is the food up in Heaven? I decided to write this letter to you instead of mom.

Nightmares

1) Jumping across a 20 foot canyon.

I first succeeded was so scared at first. Then I jumped. I landed safely on the other side.

Then Tammy ( my younger sister) tried to also jump across. I was very nervous and afraid that Tammy would fall into the canyon. We were allowed to catch the person once they made it across. some people made it across

Only to fall backwards and die. Suddenly, I saw one of my friends Romen. We were camp counselors many years ago. He wanted to help.

I was resistant but I knew only one person was allowed to catch Tammy.

Romen was much taller than me.

I asked him to be the one to catch tammy. Tammy made it across. I was relieved.

Dream 2

Dear Mom,

I had the cutest dream in which my one year old cat max met me in a diner. I picked him up. He was talking. He told me that he loved me.

There was a elementary school teacher at the table. she told me that max had memorized a speech and that the

I love you was part of a script.

Then max turned into a 4 year old boy and I was in his preschool.

I love you mom. See u tomorrow.

Have you seen grandpa and grandma. You will be happy that my friend nick and my girlfriend angi are building a recording studio in my house.i have a new Mac and I am using a program called logic.

Lauren and I are finally recording the song that I wrote for you. Song of hope.Tammy and Darli are visiting Israeli think dad is with them saw dafna and Talia and Elliot and it was fun.we had a family lunch with tammy and darli.

Dear Jason,

I feel guilty that you passed away and I could not help you.i wanted you to get help with your bipolar.I wish you didn't choose suicide. God do I miss you.
I remember when you got sober for a few years.I will never forget how you taught me how to read.